A Loner

Well, I had a chance to go out today to a church programme but I kinda gave an excuse not to go. Maybe I have been alone too long. I am not the same sociable person I was when I was young. Mixing around kinda scares me. I feel safer staying at home where I do not have to worry what others think about me.

My children always tells me to go out and have fun. Problem is I never have fun where I am staying. I missed staying in KL. All my friends are from KL and they really do have a life not like me. If I were to stay in KL I am sure my life would not be this boring.